I got unbelievably low for my Maths test.
And I don't want to talk about it.
Because I studied so damn hard I really did and it wasn't last-minute somemore. I tried so hard you know I really really did and this is what I got. So might as well not study next time lah. Wah lao. It's the first time I cried in school and the first time in like years that I actually did cry. If I could I would type a big chunk here but I think there are no more tears to cry already.

Thanks Sinyee and Natasha I hope I didn't scare ya'll and thanks Charmaine for the uh not-so-helpful advice but thanks anyway :)

My parents didn't even scold me. My dad was like, "It's okay, it's okay. Since you studied hard then it's okay already just work harder next time.." In this damn soothing voice when I was busy sniffling away. I expected it anyway, I think even if I got 0/30 they would be like, no it's okay. Don't know why but they never set expectations for me or expected me to get at least this or that. Apparently not so for my sister, who got caned when she failed her history in secondary school.

Yeah oh well don't want to talk about it. I'm okay now lol. Thanks Natasha for staying up with me all night :)

School's so stressful now.