I know I seem like I've changed. To Sinyee Charmaine and Natasha. Chengyee too. Maybe to everyone else I'm still the same. And I know how I seem like I've changed. It's just. I don't know. Anyway, all I care about is whether I get good grades and do well in school/wudao. That's all I want to achieve. If I can maintain that, then by my own rules, I decided I can do whatever damn well I want. Of course, I will never ever cross that line that I said I wouldn't.
At the start of last year, when I first entered DHS, I promised myself two things: I would never fold my skirt, and do THAT. Yes, and I'm going to keep true to myself.
Oh well. All that I strive hard for is just good grades and doing fine in wudao. That's all. I don't yearn to change back to whoever I was before, because that me really only cared about grades, grades, and grades. They were pretty much my goal in life -.- I don't want to live a life like that.
Hahaha but I'm 内部 quite through and through, although my answer for the last question in the CME book exercise about the one for what will you do if people call you a 丑八怪 was "他们也好不到哪里去。”
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Hahaha I could just hug green tea to sleep. Now I see what Yiren sees in it even if MIGHT kill sperm. Sigh today's lessons were pretty good, not too hiong and the Science test was okay lah. I don't have too bad a feeling about it. I usually have these horrible premonitions if I think I'm gonna not do well. And the premonitions are like 95% accurate.

Haha oh well. Hung around eating porridge for lunch. Then went wudao. And then the audition. Pffttttt sian I didn't get tangled up in the chous but what's worse is that I missed the pai zi for quite alot of stuff then I would be like shitshitshitohdamnit :( Haha but I smilleeeeed. Like a madwoman.
:D Anyway it's over, I really really hope we get in. Sigh like Weijia said on her blog, I don't see why they have to make the dance groups compete for a chance to perform. Everyone should be able to lor. We all worked as hard.

Yah anyway pretty enjoyed wudao <3 Anyway,
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Yay credits to Dora.

HURRAY.
Anywayyyy:

I swear dance is the most awesome creation on earth.

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I love Jay Chou again. I grew up with his music. Yeah man Jay Chou rockkkks.