bored and stressed and pulling my hair out.
[ 8:43 PM ]
Sian lah so much homework. It's impossible to finish all of it. I have been stoning at my poem analysis for Does It Matter for most of today afternoon and I'm still not done with it.
So not entertained. Enough of war poems already cannnn. Make us do so many huh. People also people k. Can go crazy one k.
Anyway I think to write a reflection you must feeeeeel the poem. Then if you have to write like what 3 different reflections for 3 different poems then you're going to feeeeeeeel 3 times which sucks because war is so not fun and is all about dying and sadness and remorse and frustration and bitterness and (my LA paper is in front of me now). And I feel really drained now after feeeeeeling for the second time already.
Sigh. And I haven't done the diaries yet. Because I scared do not good.
Sian lah. SIANSIAGNSDAFDSHFWEW. Thennn I have to wake up early tomorrow. Because even the first bus cannot reach school at 7.15. Alternatively the mrt is always available. Then I was planning to mug tomorrow afternoon away but then got wudao. Not saying I don't enjoy wudao (yes i dooooo!) but sigh there's no time then by the time go back what time already still no energy do work.
Do you not understand that chinese new year is for visiting relatives? It is a time for family gatherings and bak kwa and love letters and a time for catching up and a time for relaxing. It is not a time to be sneaking off into your room to do the latest Standard Form worksheet when you're supposed to be playing with your kid nephew (come on admit I know you did it too). It's a time of playing mahjong with your dunnowhichaunt and getting angbaos and talking with your cousins. It's a time of reunion dinners. And if you want me to add in all the stereotypical stuff about love and joy and harmony and family I will but my fingers are feeling a little sore from typing "that soldier this this soldier that" all day.
They say "take advantage of this cny holiday to catch up on your work!" but actually. The cny holidays don't mean anything, because they're all taken up by visiting and reunion dinners. And don't forget that visiting is an all-day affair. There's no okay-we-need-to-do-homework-now-bye-see-you-next-cny-k. It's stay all day.
So minus the cny holidays, we're left with the usual weekend: Saturday and Sunday. Like wow. So totally coooool. Perfect amount of time to finish off the huge pile of homework.
*Actually, it's not so much of homework. It's more of tests and major assignments.
-Check out the science test and tingxie coming your way on Week 7!-
-P.S Tingxie is on three chapters remember that people, important fact you know!-
-Don't forget that the three diary entries are due on Friday, day of Science test! Major event!-
-Oh hey not forgetting... the LA TEST! Also on Week 7! Action-packkeddd!-
You really don't want to get me started on Week 8. Or Week 9. Yeah.
I would like to insert one minor expletive here but nevermind.
Stressed lols. I'm going to make this post the most monstrous ever.
- from Karen -
1. So what will we call you?
Rachel
2. And how old are you?
Thirteen.
3. Suppose you see your boyfriend kissing another girl,what would you do?
Go home and cry. After I'm done with the sadness I'm going to slap him. Then I'm going to slap the girl (x1000). Then I'm going to mourn somemore. Then maybe after like a long time go and find a new one :D
4. Yay! You got a free holiday, South America or North Korea?
South America. angmoh :D
5. What would you do if a teacher of the opposite sex hit on you?
Huh -.-
6. Right now do you prefer a Strawberry Milkshake or a Banana Cupcake?
milkshake.
7. Is your phone within a meter radius of you?
YES MY PREEEETY :)
8. Wait, are you a guy or a chick?
I'm a mother hen!
9 . What are you wearing?
grey shirt green skirt. it's what i wore to church today :D
10 . What color is the thing you are sitting on right now?
Beige.
11. Are you doing this just because you’re bored?
Yes.
12. What season is it right now? Do you like it?
Hot. Yes I like it very much. Nice right.
13 . Who do you think you’re going to spend New Year’s with?
Family lor.
14. Was last New Year’s enjoyable?
Not really. I kind of just stayed at home and took pictures of my Dad :)
15. I’ll betcha you miss someone right now.
Yes I do now shut up.
16. Can you type over 60 words per minute?
Yes, I tried yesterday :D 83.
17. Are you high?
Very very far from it. Right now.
18. McDonalds or KFC?
I hate both. I hate fastfood.
19. Krispy Kreme, Donut King or Wendy’s?
ERRRRR.
20. Target, Wal-Mart or K-Mart?
Is that like angmoh again.
21. What color is your top?
Grey.
22 . Is that color your favorite?
Okay lor.
23. Is there a high chance of you going out to the movies soon?
Probably not. Five tests are leering at me.
24. What’s something that’s bothering you right at this moment?
Nay I canna' tell ya so there -pout.
25 . Can you surf?
No. I think it'd be cool to know how to though.
Although I don't think I want to wear a bikini or anything.
26 . Are you easily scared by horror/thriller films?
Yes. Very, very easily. I can never watch one alone.
27 . If you were given $100, would you spend it, or save it?
Save it. I will never use so much money on my own accord. Parents would shake the house to its foundations.
28. If there was a large spider in the room, would you stay?
Yeah. I would shout for Daddy to come help me kill it, and he always always will. :)
29. What time is it?
9.19pm/
30. What do you wear to bed?
I think I said that before, haha. In some other quiz.
31. Would you ever become a vegetarian or even vegan?
What is a vegan man.
32 . Where are you right now?
Home.
33. Do you think your crush likes another person?
Haha do you have a licence to ask all this?
34. What is your desktop picture?
2J class photo taken during level camp with the words I love Jubix on it :)
35 . Can you swim well?
Okay lor I guess.
36. Do you shop for clothes?
No dear. The only clothes I buy myself are FBTs. My mother doesn't allow me to buy my own clothes.
37. Where do you think your crush is right now?
Err. What about in school, burning up all the five test papers? That would be nice :D
38 . And what are they doing?
Ooh I just said that :D
39. Do you believe in ghosts?
Nope.
40. Would you rather go to Tokyo or Paris?
PARIS. angmoh yay.
41. How about Melbourne or Rome?
Rome. Isn't that some romantic place. Haha.
42 . Do you have a guitar in your house?
No. My sister's ex-boyfriend knew how to play though.
43. Are you listening to music right now?
No.
44. Who else is in the room with you?
NOBODY.
45 . In winter, would you rather wear jackets or hoodies?
Errrrr. What exactly is a hoooodie?
46 . Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
I wish I wasssssss. hmm. Bathing now. Because I'm supposed to be bathing by now.
47. How often do you get onto friendster?
I don't use friendster. AND PLEASE DON'T ASK ME TO JOIN. (Yeah man Karen your answer rocks :D)
48. How long can you go without your mobile phone?
Hmm. Depends. Haven't tried. For as long as I need to?
49. Is your bed made of metal or wood?
Errr. Hah?
50. What would be the best Christmas gift someone can get for you this year?
Love.
Yay all crap answers I know my dears you love me and the five tests and I have now reached whatyoucallit ah yes the point of saturation THIS is the point where all the tests and assignments have to stop right HERE -draws line- HERE okay bye hope I don't mess up for tomorrow's performance gah.
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sms conversation with Natasha I did want to post this up.
Rachel: Haha k chill I wasn't accusing you or what. Just asking. Yeah IT'S CRAZY. LIKE ONE AND TWO AND THREE OF EVERYTHING. siao lah. I don't know how I'm going to do the two poem analysis. And study for the science test and do my three diary entries and study three chapters of tingxie. And all that is due next week. When you actually type it all out like that, it's really crazy. Even if you try to tell yourself that it's not.Natasha: I don't try to tell myself it isn'tcause I know it is. Bleah. She think we what literature superman ar. Everything also war war war. I go to war with her then she know ar.Rachel: HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA YOU KNOW WHEN I READ THAT LAST SENTENCE IN YOUR SMS I TOTALLY LOST IT AND GIGGLED LIKE A MANIAC ALONE IN MY ROOM AND LAUGHED UNTIL I COUGH.Natasha: HAHAHA, can imagine. Haha. Little miss giggles.oh well lets all go crazy.