[ 7:55 PM ]
I don't know what crap I wrote for all my test papers. I don't know what crap my mind was thinking. I don't know if I deserve to be in this school.
Whatever.
Next time I'll come back harder, better, and I bet this blog on that wager. If I can't do well next year, this blog's going down. I'm sorry to all the people I snapped at today (HAH so much for not snapping) namely Natasha and Charmaine and Sinyee.
I feel really, really stupid. I've tried so hard but I don't know why all my marks are so
horrible.But.
Mrs Tan: All of you are in this class for a reason.
Yeah her catchphrase.
Yes I was in that class for a reason. And yes I will be in this school for a darn good reason too.
And thank you everybody who cheered me up :D
THANKYOU JIAYAN NATASHA SINYEE CHARMAINE GRACE WENTING JUNYI MINGWEI YIJIA ZHENWEN ERIC and whoever else (:
EDIT:
My dad was adamantly talking: "It's OKAY. It's just the first year. It doesn't matter."
Oh who are you kidding, Daddy?
Results have always mattered, no matter at what level. And I almost cried in class, darn it. Get a grip Rachel.
I can do all things through Christ that strengthens me.