Sigh I had nothing to do so I decided to blog.
3 tests next week.
HORRIBLE. And I really, really messed up my maths pop quiz thing.
Was so angry with myself that I went to redo all the worksheets and handouts. AND I MEAN TO FINISH THEM ALL UP, THE STUPID THINGS!
Gosh I sound like some crazed person.
I'm watching Jay Chou's MVs on youtube. I'm pathetic.
I ache because of the 6 rounds today and wudao after that. LOL.
Ohyeah and I meant to post about the CNY CS dance... I obviously didn't dance lah. =D
I thought the performance was fine.
Heard people laughing though. I seriously felt like smacking them.
Laughter hurts when you're up there trying to smile.
I remember when I went to some other school to perform in primary school... they laughed.
At us. And its hard to smile when people are laughing at you. Like pointing at you and laughing away with their friends. Like, "Oh HAHA see they look stupid, don't they?"

And then I also went to this school for the mentally retarded and Down's Syndrome children...
Oh they were lovely. They clapped and clapped and were so happy and laughed, but not in a malicious way. It was an extremely small stage and I got kicked accidentally by my seniors twice but I'd take a million kicks just to see them clap so happily. It wasn't well-danced but still they clapped and cheered.
Much better than when people are laughing and pointing at you and you still got to smile like you ain't got a care in the world.
I feel so bad for laughing when the parade commander lost his voice.
Laughter hurts so much.

Okay now I shall go drown my sorrows in a nice long book.
Thank God for authors.